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At what point do you just say, “this is it, I’ve had enough. I’m done.”?

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Last Night I had a Peace Dream...
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I saw Ringo Starr in concert!!! We had such an amazing time. It was a smallish venue, so no matter where you were sitting you had decentish seats…you could SEE him at least. We were the last row of the middle balcony, and it was just incredible. He was very funny and energetic during the whole thing, only edged out in energy by Edgar Winters who is just such a natural entertainer and full of life.

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So…real life blows at the moment. I need a new job and a new life and I’m in one of those manic depressive moods that strike now and then where I just hate everything for no particular reason other than it’s there and hatable. I hate being angry and violent-feeling, where every annoying customer I talk to I’m simultaneously thinking “I hope they find you in a ditch somewhere.” for no particular reason other than I’m in a vengeful mood. I have a business conference next week four states over that I just don’t want to go to (who the hell’s ever heard of ‘business meetings’ in retail for a not-manager??) I have to go with my manager (who I do get along with well but can’t talk about anything but business with so I’m a bit awkward about the thought of sharing a hotel room with her). I found out today that who she’s planning on carpooling with us is a manager from another store, who used to be a manager of OUR store, and that I hated. Apparently, immediately saying, “I’d rather stab myself to death with a spork than spend five hours in a car with him,” is an inappropriate (and mildly worrying) thing to say to your boss.

In other news, I’ve discovered (and become completely obsessed with) the TV show Glee. I’ve fallen WAY behind on pretty much everything else fandom-wise in order to revolve myself around Glee for the moment. *hates that obsessive compulsiveness of a new fandom*
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Apparently, I just don't understand kids and their new fangled fads
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OMFG THEY ARE RUBBER BANDS.
Yes, they are cool shapes; but the moment you wear them, they are bumpy rubber bands. SERIOUSLY!??!

We’re selling them at work—you can always tell where the display is by the horde of loud-mouthed children around it. We sold out of a shipment (which contained 12,000 pieces) in FOUR HOURS. And parents come to the register with 10 of them and complain they’re $4.99 a pack…Ma’am, I’m not forcing you to buy them. In fact, I think less of you if you’re buying them.

On the other hand, the person who invented this is a fucking genius. And now a multi-millionaire. For fucking rubber bands.

::somewhat misses the slap bracelets, pogs, gigapets, and beanie babies of her 90’s childhood::

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I’ve been working at a craft store for the past five years. It’s job I’ve come to hate. I’ve always said, “You know, it’s just a job. I’ll quit one day. It’s not my career.” So where IS my career?? I went to school for graphic design. I love pictures, designs, photoshop, videos, and movies. I hate advertising (it’s all about making lies beautiful), and I’ve discovered that’s pretty much what graphic design is. It’s difficult to get into video editing (which I really enjoy doing, but I’m not sure if I would love it if I did it all the time…after all I started working at a craft store because I love crafts, but now I cringe at the mere thought of crafting). So now I’m back at square one…trying to decide what will make me happy and what I can be paid for. (‘Cuz as materialistic as I’m not, I’ve got a lot of hospital bills from my eye surgery two years ago, school to pay off, helping my mom with bills, car insurance…I kinda need a weekly paycheck).

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So this post was very long and accomplished nothing. But I feel slightly better to have ranted.  In happier news, I got new glasses (my visions declined again, which isn't so happy) and they are very pretty, the frames themselves are a brown-y pink and the arms are a lime green mesh.  I luff 'em lots.

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I bought my tickets today to go see Ringo Starr and the All-Starr Band in concert. Is it July yet!?!?!?!?






How ‘bout now??





*waits impatiently*

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Dear BitDefender:

Big Fat EPIC FUCKING FAIL. You suck at life.

No love,
Jacy


Basically: BitDefender sent out a screwy fucking update with Trojan.FakeAlert 5 attached to its ass, and embedded itself in every system file in the computer. Upon running a scan, BitDefender identified ITSELF as the carrier of said Trojan, and proceeded to quarantine and delete itself. A shitload of system files (7804 of them, to be precise, ‘cuz I’m a precise person like that), ALSO were quarantined. Whether I may be able to restore them or not has yet to be determined, as BITDEFENDER QUARENTINED ITSELF AND THEREFORE WON’T RUN. My everyday use computer is fucking fried with this. The computer I do work on (the one I’m currently on) updates maybe an hour after the other one does. Just as I discovered the fail-ness of BD through the lovely Google, the update popped up on this computer…cue a hero style epic leap from across the room to stop it.

I’ve had it with BD…I’ve hated it from the moment I’ve gotten it, and have been waiting for my license to expire to get ANYTHING else. But this put me over the edge with it—this is FUCKING ridiculous.

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My mom’s side of the family is…big and loud and crazy and it’s utterly unbelievable that 5 children raised by the same parents in the same home can turn out so vastly different. Four sisters and a middlechild boy…the eldest is a drama queen and a control freak (not to mention a habitual liar), the second is my mom, a born peacemaker and Libra…always needs to have everything balanced and needs to be liked by everyone. My uncle, who’s always had my grandfather’s temper and aloofness. The third sister, who’s been a drug addict and an alcoholic since the age of 14, and the youngest sister, who’ve I always identified with most because of our shared tendency for bluntness and a mean streak.

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9/9/09 Where are you?
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I'm geeking over this.  Seriously.  Wednesday can't get here quick enough.  I've always been a Beatles fan (to the dismay of my mom and dad, who is a Stones fan and Dead Head, respectively), but this summer...I can't get enough.  I went to the Paul McCartney concert over in CitiField in July and my idle appreciation of the Beatles' music has suddenly become a full blown obsession.  At the concert itself, it blew my mind the sheer number of people there who were singing to EVERY SONG.  I've always known every song...but to actually hear a stadium of others singing along (Give Peace a Chance, Hey Jude, and Let it Be turned into audience participation sing-a-longs full stop...couldn't even hear him over the crowd) gave me chills.  Haven't stopped since and there seems to be no looking back.

Sir Paul McCartney
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I just got home from seeing Paul McCartney live in Citi Field. Oh, I can't even describe how much fun it was!!! He's such an amazing performer, and so geniunely loves the audience and what he does. He did almost entirely Beatles songs...and did it brilliently. Love, love, love. My throat is sore from screaming my head off and singing along. I'm too keyed up right now to even describe this, but this should say it all....


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